I can't seek to please God right now. I'm not sure why. My WHOLE life I have seeked to please and have tried to make good choices and decisions and honestly I am the happiest when I'm doing good for others, but right now it seems I only have time for my thoughts and God could have changed my destination, but didn't. He could have healed Mikaylah but chose not to. Why? I know we live in a fallen world I know life is not perfect and we have free choice, but if I am suppose to praise and worship God and pray to Him and aim to please Him... why can't He intervene when I really need Him. Not that He hasn't but this was like MAJOR-LIFE CHANGING. I know in my head/ or that the right way to think is because He could see the future, He knew what Mikaylah may have to endure later, but right now I just can't accept that as an answer.
Ahh The Sovreignty of God....its an age-long question. WHY? I have asked myself this same questions over and over about other things I have dealt with. And on those days I really wonder if God really is there. If he really doesnt give us more then we can handle,But I also wouldnt want his job. I love you Aunt Tammy and I pray for you every day
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