2 Months seems like forever, and at the same times seems like yesterday. The following video is a time of remembering her and some thoughtful thoughts.
I walked with you through Mikaylah's room last night & I felt very sad for us but not for her because she is healed & walking through heaven free of pain & this world. I'm happy there are no tears in heaven, no sadness so she doesn't know what we are going through down here missing her & being sad & lonely for her & how our hearts long to have her here with us. God has promised one day we will be with her again if we know him & I so look forward to that great reunion day. I was thinking this morning how grandma Mercer is taking care of her until we get there...Mikaylah doesn't need her grandma blanket in heaven cause she has grandma! It will always hurt but I know in time God will heal our hearts & we will be able to celebrate her life & have such happy memories. I think about the happy memories of her & there are so many but the memories that we won't make kind of move in & take over my thoughts. But I know time heals not forgets but heals. I love you Tammy & I am always here when you need me. We all grieve different but it doesn't mean we have to grieve alone. You need to find some more grief classes to go to I am sure that would help some too! LY
I love the part about her not needing her blanket anymore because she has Grandma. Can you believe she slept with that blanket for almost 7 years? That blanket went through surgeries and vacations. She always felt connected to Grandma and now they are together. That is comforting! Thank you for sharing!
I walked with you through Mikaylah's room last night & I felt very sad for us but not for her because she is healed & walking through heaven free of pain & this world. I'm happy there are no tears in heaven, no sadness so she doesn't know what we are going through down here missing her & being sad & lonely for her & how our hearts long to have her here with us. God has promised one day we will be with her again if we know him & I so look forward to that great reunion day. I was thinking this morning how grandma Mercer is taking care of her until we get there...Mikaylah doesn't need her grandma blanket in heaven cause she has grandma! It will always hurt but I know in time God will heal our hearts & we will be able to celebrate her life & have such happy memories. I think about the happy memories of her & there are so many but the memories that we won't make kind of move in & take over my thoughts. But I know time heals not forgets but heals. I love you Tammy & I am always here when you need me. We all grieve different but it doesn't mean we have to grieve alone. You need to find some more grief classes to go to I am sure that would help some too! LY
ReplyDeleteI love the part about her not needing her blanket anymore because she has Grandma. Can you believe she slept with that blanket for almost 7 years? That blanket went through surgeries and vacations. She always felt connected to Grandma and now they are together. That is comforting! Thank you for sharing!
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