Feelings like this are NORMAL!

Why can't it be easy?  Why can't we live in a rose garden?  Does this really all go back to Adam and Eve and they curse God passed to us because of their disobedience?

Looking for someone to blame... for my hurting heart!  I guess I'll blame them.  They are dead and gone and I can blame them without feeling bad about it!  LOL!

How many years do I get to miss you like this?  Will it be the number of years you were on this earth?  Is 14 the magic number?  Will you still be such a painful missing 14 years from now?  Somedays I just can't believe you are gone FOREVER.  I simple miss you.  Everything about you.  Wish you were here on this Labor Day weekend.