Where we're you when you got the news Mikaylah had left for heaven? Tell me where, when, emotions, and what you did when you heard. It helps me to connect with all of you and I want to hear your stories! Love to all!
I was at home in bed & around 4:30 am the phone rang & I knew it had to be you calling with the horrible news about Mikaylah. I remember screaming no no she can't die. I cried & screamed some more but it didn't change anything. I felt horrible that we were not there with you & Chris too ...to hold you & love you & cry together for our loss. After all for the last 14 years we had been there for Mikaylahs hospitalizations & sicknesses & we were not there for you this time. We were so far away & nothing we could do. Heart broken & crying my eyes out. I remember A Pam & Mandy came to hold us as soon as you called them & told them. I was so thankful they were staying at your house that night. I couldn't believe my beautiful 1 & only GRANDdaughter was gone & I still can't believe it but it is true. After that I think I was numb and it is hard to recall the rest of that day it just kind of all runs together.
Mom, thank you for sharing. I truely believe you we're where you were suppose to be when Mikaylah passed to the next life. She would have wanted it like that. She loved you so much, she enjoyed her time everyday at your house and eventhough she wasn't "happy" in the mornings I know she was happy you were there for her always! You have so many good times to think about and yes it does help to know that she is in a place where she is happy all the time. I don't know if it will ever seem real though... everyday I feel the same as the day before thinking that maybe we will wake up and she will be looking at me giggling! Love you mom!
I was at home in bed,and I heard my cell go off, and when I looked at the clock it said 4:35,and I thought,"oh no, this cant be good" and it was Dad calling to tell us you were taking her off life support,I was speechless, I couldnt think, I couldnt speak,I was just..stunned. I immediately thought of you, and what you must be going through and feeling.and praying that God's amazing comfort ad peace would surround you and that His Grace would help you as no one could. I miss her everyday,when I log onto Facebook,I get sad when there is no new messages from her with "hi" or "how are you" in my box. I know she wouldnt want us to be sad, but I cant help it, she was one of the first people in the family to really try and make me feel like I was "one of you" and she did it so cutely. I cried so much when Dad called back to say "she's gone". and some days it just doesnt seem possible. Gone!? No way! she was the face of smiles and happiness, and I miss her tremendously! I love you aunt Tammy
I was at home in bed & around 4:30 am the phone rang & I knew it had to be you calling with the horrible news about Mikaylah. I remember screaming no no she can't die. I cried & screamed some more but it didn't change anything. I felt horrible that we were not there with you & Chris too ...to hold you & love you & cry together for our loss. After all for the last 14 years we had been there for Mikaylahs hospitalizations & sicknesses & we were not there for you this time. We were so far away & nothing we could do. Heart broken & crying my eyes out. I remember A Pam & Mandy came to hold us as soon as you called them & told them. I was so thankful they were staying at your house that night. I couldn't believe my beautiful 1 & only GRANDdaughter was gone & I still can't believe it but it is true. After that I think I was numb and it is hard to recall the rest of that day it just kind of all runs together.
ReplyDeleteMom, thank you for sharing. I truely believe you we're where you were suppose to be when Mikaylah passed to the next life. She would have wanted it like that. She loved you so much, she enjoyed her time everyday at your house and eventhough she wasn't "happy" in the mornings I know she was happy you were there for her always! You have so many good times to think about and yes it does help to know that she is in a place where she is happy all the time. I don't know if it will ever seem real though... everyday I feel the same as the day before thinking that maybe we will wake up and she will be looking at me giggling! Love you mom!
ReplyDeleteI was at home in bed,and I heard my cell go off, and when I looked at the clock it said 4:35,and I thought,"oh no, this cant be good" and it was Dad calling to tell us you were taking her off life support,I was speechless, I couldnt think, I couldnt speak,I was just..stunned. I immediately thought of you, and what you must be going through and feeling.and praying that God's amazing comfort ad peace would surround you and that His Grace would help you as no one could. I miss her everyday,when I log onto Facebook,I get sad when there is no new messages from her with "hi" or "how are you" in my box. I know she wouldnt want us to be sad, but I cant help it, she was one of the first people in the family to really try and make me feel like I was "one of you" and she did it so cutely. I cried so much when Dad called back to say "she's gone". and some days it just doesnt seem possible. Gone!? No way! she was the face of smiles and happiness, and I miss her tremendously! I love you aunt Tammy
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